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Whoa. After a huge long span in which I could not write anything creative at all, a LHAD chapter is finished. Or drafted. Or something.

However, I am afraid to post any chapters at this point until the next 1-2 chapters are written, because it's insane to expect anyone to follow chapters followed by six-month gaps. (It is only slightly less insane to hope a few of you still want to read it, however long it takes.) Did the aircraft carrier just turn, or did the engine turn over 3 times and sputter out again?

I hope the former. For three days, I have put the entire rest of my life on hold to cup the little guttering spark that kicked off last Friday in hopes I can get the embers going again. Muse had better not go THUD OKAY THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GETTING BWAHAHA. This damned outline with bits and pieces of the finish line has been piling up and winking at me for four and a half years now. Why is is so hard to write the final act, when I began the entire saga by writing the ending?

Anyway, hi guys. I miss y'all, even if I have basically become Unsent. I enjoy sneaking in now and then and seeing how y'all are doing, even if it's extremely sporadic.

Or else I just schlorp one of my favorite ellnyx or Justira works into my text-to-speech reader to listen to as books on tape. I always feel a bit like a stalker doing that.

This entry was originally posted at http://auronlu.dreamwidth.org/174202.html.


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May. 30th, 2011 05:57 pm (UTC)
Nice to see you!

/tosses your guttering spark a bit of kindling
May. 30th, 2011 09:16 pm (UTC)
You will still have me reading whatever chapter[s] you post. [Offer the spark a pile of parafin-soaked rags and a couple candles.]
Jun. 1st, 2011 09:31 pm (UTC)
missems you! *hugs* don't feel bad, I'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay behind on pretty much every single fic I have. lol
Jun. 11th, 2011 02:14 pm (UTC)
Looks like I have a lot of chapters to catch up on your awesome fics, been away way too long.
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